Peter asked me to stay. So I feel like...if I leave here, I'm abandoning him...

Worse doesn't factor in to it. We've both been there, period. And it's terrifying, but I can't be afraid forever. Especially when Stephie and Tamm and Gavin aren't letting that get in the way. Gavin was with them for a year! And the worst they can do to me has already been done. I used to be far braver than this...