I really fucking...argh! It's probably a good thing she's not here. I'd do one of those Really Stupid Things that sometimes ends up with my arse in prison.

I think...it's Lydia. I really do. Peter's sort of !!! But with Lydia, it's...pure meltdown. And Peter only just got her talking again too, for fuck's sake. I might be needed here for a while yet, can you watch James? Is...is that okay to ask?

Argh, look, this is hardly a romantic time to bring it up, but I wanted to do it while Mary was here so you could see she's okay with it and I don't know how much longer she'll be here or how long this issue might keep me here... I wanted to discuss making our marriage legal, because while it makes absolutely no difference to me whether there's a piece of paper that says I'm married or not, it does make a difference to like...legal people. So if anything happened to either of us, I want the kids to be safe.

I don't...want what happened to Mara to happen again. I spoke with Mary and she's okay with it. But only if you are. I mean...it's a legal locument which means it's public which means people are going to know.