suave_thomas (
suave_thomas) wrote2009-02-21 08:31 pm
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To Those in the Know
Sometimes I think I'm the biggest idiot in the world. My head's better though. I think. I know I'm not lost in some false reality anymore. Or I think I'm not. And hell, even if I am, I might as well enjoy it, eh? I'm still having nightmares, but I think they're just normal ones. Nothing supernatural. Just you know...human.
I still can't get away from the damn IV, but being in here wasn't all bad. Lucian took some samples and he's been labratting and he says he may have a way to slow my damn metabolism down without causing the pull to become a problem. So I'll be here for a little while longer, but not in the wing for the crazies.
I'm really sorry I've been...a burden, I suppose. Whatever it is I'm being. It's just hard to be okay sometimes. And having this body is really...it's becoming a burden to me.
I still can't get away from the damn IV, but being in here wasn't all bad. Lucian took some samples and he's been labratting and he says he may have a way to slow my damn metabolism down without causing the pull to become a problem. So I'll be here for a little while longer, but not in the wing for the crazies.
I'm really sorry I've been...a burden, I suppose. Whatever it is I'm being. It's just hard to be okay sometimes. And having this body is really...it's becoming a burden to me.
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It's okay being here now. That was how I knew it was real. I wouldn't have put myself back here.
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I see that. I'm glad it was there to help snap you out of it, along with Mums. Wherever you are, Thomas, we'll be there too.
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Can you come here now? I could use sane company. Sane wife beautiful sexy company.
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