thank you again, dude. i totally understand wishin' you could be more. kat means so much to me. in a different way to you, obviously. she's my best friend. i've never met anyone like her. we just get each other, you know? so there's no way me and the kids wouldn't be a part of each other's lives. they're all so precious to me, and i really wish i could share 'em with you. you deserve to be the huge part of their lives you want to be. they deserve to be able to have you. and i agree, alessa is fuckin' amazing, i just wish we could have it all. no harm in dreamin', right?