Personally, I think Deirdre's the hero of that particular event, but I know she'd deny it... so I shall accept your compliments gratefully, my love. I love that you think that of me.

Better today that I was yesterday. What Joe said helped a lot. If he can say that, it tells me that it really wasn't my fault. Not all of me is ready to believe that yet, I guess, but I'm getting there. Of course, not being my fault doesn't make it any less devastating to all concerned. I still saw, and heard... everything. More than anyone ever should, and I wasn't the only one.