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that was disgusting

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If you were ever wondering if it were possible for a living impaired person to vomit, the answer is yes.

And now Kat's playing nursemaid. Which, I have to admit, has it's own kind of merit.

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I agree with Peter. That's very odd. I can understand it happening if it were emotionally induced, but you would have understood the cause if it were that...

The first thing that jumps to mind for me, is that it's related to the pain you experience when you've been here for an extended period of time. But if it's never manifested like that before, I don't know why it would be different now.

I might not have... I might just be repressing things. And I might be aware that I'm doing it, but not ready to admit I am aware of it (other than to you) because that wouldn't be repressing, would it?

I'll be okay, Babe. I'll feel better soon.

Oh, goodness me... that sounds horrible, and terribly confusing. I wonder if there is anything I might do to help, other than being someone you can tell? If you don't want to repress anymore, or if you want... well, anything, really...?

You always help me.

I already talked. And when I did it, I almost made you vomit.

I'm glad to be of help, Thomas. And I can deal with almost vomiting. I'd sooner that, than have you miss out on talking again if you need it. But of course, I don't want to push you into it if that's not what you want.

You're not pushing me. I guess it might just be what happened to Alessa and the babies bringing up bad memories. Amaris tried to cut my...bits off. Which she couldn't but still...ow. And that didn't happen to Alessa, but I can't stop thinking about it.

I like my bits. Right where they are.

I don't know if that was it, though. I felt sick in the kitchen, dropped the plate and threw up. I don't know why.

It sounds plausible that it could be because of what happened to Alessa, especially with you staying in the place where it happened. While different things were done to you, you've still both suffered terribly at the hands of some clearly evil people. To see such a thing happen to a person as kind and good as Alessa, it would be no wonder you felt so ill, if that's what it was.

I like your bits right where they are too, Thomas. No matter what, we will always do our utmost to make sure no one touches you again. We will be there.

I don't know how 'protecty' I am, lying here like a knobend with the laptop while Kat watches me and looks worried. I want to help. I hope I'm helping.

Thank you, Honey. I know you'll be there. You always are. Kat says you can come sleep with us if you want to. Mary might stay too... She's got a big bed. Kat does...

And I miss you.

I'd love to come stay with you, Thomas. Kat and Mary are both dear friends, and you my love. Not to mention I would very much like to see Zoe and Bianca, too.

I don't think you need to be physically up and about to help. You're a wonderful protector, yes, but that's not all you are. You offer all you love the most incredible emotional support and companionship as well. Your giving nature makes you both a superb lover, and a brilliant friend.

Mmm you are both of those too.

See you soon, Baby. If you give me a massage I'll make it up to you later! With nice things!

Massage equals feeling you up with a purpose! More of a purpose even than usual, I mean. Which is to say, I'm most happy to, my love.

I like being felt up by you!

Thank you, Spectre. You're making me feel better already.

Excellent, Thomas. You're more than welcome.

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