To Those in the Know

[suave_thomas]

If you were ever wondering if it were possible for a living impaired person to vomit, the answer is yes.

And now Kat's playing nursemaid. Which, I have to admit, has it's own kind of merit.

Comments

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

Why are you sick?! Thomas, you never vomit!

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I don't know. It was an experience. Haven't done that for 14 years.

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

Thomasssssss I don't like it!

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I didn't like it either!

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

Just...tell me if you need anything, okay?

And thank Kat for looking out for you. AND thank you for looking out for her.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Will doX2 and you're welcome.

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[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

I agree with Peter. That's very odd. I can understand it happening if it were emotionally induced, but you would have understood the cause if it were that...

The first thing that jumps to mind for me, is that it's related to the pain you experience when you've been here for an extended period of time. But if it's never manifested like that before, I don't know why it would be different now.

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[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I might not have... I might just be repressing things. And I might be aware that I'm doing it, but not ready to admit I am aware of it (other than to you) because that wouldn't be repressing, would it?

I'll be okay, Babe. I'll feel better soon.

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[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Oh, goodness me... that sounds horrible, and terribly confusing. I wonder if there is anything I might do to help, other than being someone you can tell? If you don't want to repress anymore, or if you want... well, anything, really...?

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[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

You always help me.

I already talked. And when I did it, I almost made you vomit.

Re: Screened

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

I'm glad to be of help, Thomas. And I can deal with almost vomiting. I'd sooner that, than have you miss out on talking again if you need it. But of course, I don't want to push you into it if that's not what you want.

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[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

You're not pushing me. I guess it might just be what happened to Alessa and the babies bringing up bad memories. Amaris tried to cut my...bits off. Which she couldn't but still...ow. And that didn't happen to Alessa, but I can't stop thinking about it.

I like my bits. Right where they are.

I don't know if that was it, though. I felt sick in the kitchen, dropped the plate and threw up. I don't know why.

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[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

It sounds plausible that it could be because of what happened to Alessa, especially with you staying in the place where it happened. While different things were done to you, you've still both suffered terribly at the hands of some clearly evil people. To see such a thing happen to a person as kind and good as Alessa, it would be no wonder you felt so ill, if that's what it was.

I like your bits right where they are too, Thomas. No matter what, we will always do our utmost to make sure no one touches you again. We will be there.

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[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I don't know how 'protecty' I am, lying here like a knobend with the laptop while Kat watches me and looks worried. I want to help. I hope I'm helping.

Thank you, Honey. I know you'll be there. You always are. Kat says you can come sleep with us if you want to. Mary might stay too... She's got a big bed. Kat does...

And I miss you.

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[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

I'd love to come stay with you, Thomas. Kat and Mary are both dear friends, and you my love. Not to mention I would very much like to see Zoe and Bianca, too.

I don't think you need to be physically up and about to help. You're a wonderful protector, yes, but that's not all you are. You offer all you love the most incredible emotional support and companionship as well. Your giving nature makes you both a superb lover, and a brilliant friend.

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[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Mmm you are both of those too.

See you soon, Baby. If you give me a massage I'll make it up to you later! With nice things!

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[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Massage equals feeling you up with a purpose! More of a purpose even than usual, I mean. Which is to say, I'm most happy to, my love.

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[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I like being felt up by you!

Thank you, Spectre. You're making me feel better already.

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[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Excellent, Thomas. You're more than welcome.

[lady-with-thee.livejournal.com]

Merit is good, but I'd prefer it were in some sort of game than something you seriously needed. Are you feeling any better now, or are you still ill?

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Wouldn't you rather me play that kind of game with you? And I'm feeling better. Most of the way better. Thank you, Love.

[lady-with-thee.livejournal.com]

Well, I'd rather be involved in said game, yes. But I'd also rather you playing games than being dreadfully ill, though I can't imagine what would cause you to be... Of course, said game is probably better played with someone of the single persuasion. Or, you know, belonging to you.

Silliness aside, would it help if I came to play junior nurse?

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

That was a lot of words... And I agree with them. I think... Yes?

I think that'd be good. Were you ever a nurse? Keep in mind, the mental images this gives me could lead to many a fantasy. And fantasies are life-affirming and therefore, healing.

[lady-with-thee.livejournal.com]

I'm sure you do, Thomas. Sorry, when you get to my age, sometimes you ramble. It was the way we wrote in my early lives. That's why half the lines in many plays of the period are, "What is this? What is he?"

I was never a nurse professionally, though I volunteered in similar capacities. Ministering to the sick, sometimes acting as a midwife. I guess I never bonded with anyone of a truly medical bent. We all have our little quirks. I'm happy to try my hand at it for you, though. I'll be your life-affirming fantasy.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I love it when you ramble!

You are always that, Mary. Very always.

[empress-tasha.livejournal.com]

Oh Thomas, sweetheart... it must have been something pretty nasty to do that to a man as robust as you... I hope the worst of it is over now.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

It's clearing up.

I'm robust!? I think that word is fabulous.

[empress-tasha.livejournal.com]

Interestingly enough, I happen to think you're fabulous, too. I'm glad you're starting to feel better. Hopefully it was just a brief, anomolous thing.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Hopefully!

Mary's gonna be a nurse!

[empress-tasha.livejournal.com]

Indeed! She'll fill the uniform well.

[deirdre-ionuin.livejournal.com]

:( Want me to come round and you can vomit on me for once?

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I think I'll be okay with not vomiting on you. But thanks for the offer, Gorgeous. Mary's coming. But I could do with some Deirdre tomorrow?

You'll take care of my Spectre while you're trotting the globe, right?

[deirdre-ionuin.livejournal.com]

Deirdre you shall have!!

Always. You have my word.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Fantastic.

Thank you, Deirdre. You word is worth everything.