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[suave_thomas]

Hey.

If things ever get too much for you and I'm not here, you'd come tell me right? And then someone here of course...

I just have to make sure... Because I don't know if you told anyone how bad things were for you while I wasn't here. Deirdre knew, but she's like that. And she would do anything if it meant you would smile because she loves you more than she loves most people. And I don't know if you told anyone else what you were doing to try to...I don't know, whatever it was. I don't even know if that's entirely relevant, all I know is I had a dream and I need to know that you wouldn't keep what you were feeling bottled up inside.

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[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

It's alright. I can handle dreaming of what happened because when I wake up, I'm with you and it's over. It won't ever happen again and I've seen that with my own eyes. They're just dreams. Dreams that happened, but that's all.

I think that's all I was ever really meant to be. A dad. I did the monk thing and the actor thing and I can do lots of other things...and sure, I didn't get to do it until after I died, but I think it's what I was meant to do anyway. Nothing makes me happier than being a father.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

That's true. Amaris' reign of terror is well and truly over now, and we can put the shadows of our past behind us, to the best of our power. And thank goodness for that.

I can certainly agree with that. You're a man of extraordinary talents, but I've never seen you so in your element and at peace as you are with the kids. You really were made for this. It makes me incredibly happy to see that.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Yes. Thank goodness.

It does? I'm glad. I'm really glad.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Of course it does. Our family gives me everything I could ever want.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I'm glad for that too then.