Oh that's all very...technical. But I don't want you to be hurting either! It's...scary to think about you going through that. And I can understand too that it would be easier on you if you weren't here while Joe and Julian are. It sounds to me like you've thought this all out.

I'm sorry for everything that's happened, Thomas. I love you.

Nice name, by the way. Remind me to tease you later?