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hi, baby. and everyone else. fingers are starting to hurt now because of stupi fingerscrews. And nother things are startinf as well. which I'm not going to go in to unless you already know. hopeully that'll take a few days to progress... so I'm here in the hospital because i t hurts too much to be acnywhere else. and I have bandages in places i never thought bandages could go.

out of desperation, i seem to have come upon a new plan. Rolf and gavin are going to go threough the patient list of people Gavin rescued from rome. you never know, oneof them could have been a plant. i was. or they could have bought in to the things the templar said. we'll know soon enough. And maybe then i can go away for a little while.

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Oh, Jesus, Thomas. I'll come by later to bring you copious amounts of chocolate and Peterlove. I'm so sorry...

but chocolate and peterlove are wondorous things!

As are you, Dear Thomas.

Poor Thomas :(

*sends love*

thanks, stephie.

I'm so sorry things are getting worse, Thomas. I wish I could be there to keep you company in hospital, though I know you'll be far from alone.

I hate to think that you might be right, but at the same time, I hope you are and all this can be over. Even if you're not, it's a good idea. I never would have thought of that. In my opinion, this kind of thinking shows that you really will get to the bottom of this.

I love you, Thomas. As ever, I shall call you later.

you're with me anyway, my love. I know that in my heart.

i think this kind of thinking shows how bloody desperate i am. being days away from ending up bisected will do that to a man.

calling good. I think i need that very much right now. i need to hear your voice. I love you too.

Absolutely, Thomas. Always.

I'm quite desperate that you don't end up that way myself. I've been trying to think of anything that might help you, but I've had no breakthroughs. Certainly nothing of the magnitude of this idea.

I always need to hear your voice, my darling love. At least we'll always be able to give each other that.

knowing that you're trying to think of something is good though. it makes me feel take care of. abby rings me all the time too with suggestions, which is nice. so far nothing's panned out though. and they haven't found julian yet either. cue pouting. i wonder if i'll be able to see where he is when i go back? i know bristol pretty okay anyway.

i would give you anything you asked for, if it were in my power to do so, my love.

We'll always be here to take care of you. Julian, too. I hope... well, I just hope he's found soon, whether here, or by you when you go back. Your watchful eyes are a good hope to have though, if we don't find him in the meantime.

I would do the same for you, my darling. Seeing all that you've been through lately makes me yearn terribly to see you truly happy again.

if I do see him up there, i'll tell you, yeah? if you come visit? i hope he's found before that, but if not it'll be good...

you make me happy. and I will be. there's just no other possibility.

As far as my visiting is concerned, there's no "if" about it. I'll be there. For Julian, and for you. I just hope he's found. How and where it's done doesn't matter, as long as he's okay.

I'm very glad to hear it, Thomas. You make me happy, too. You really do.

i'm glad there's no if, baby. I can't wait to see you again. and yes, that's a good point about julian. as long as he's okay.

Oh good. i'm glad I do that, spectre. you deserve to be happy. and chocolate!

I can't wait to see you again, either. I'm always looking forward to the next time I get to see you.

I'll be sure to let Deirdre know that I deserve chocolate, by decree of Thomas!

me too.

she's going to bury you in it!!

I'll just have to eat my way out!

that mental picture is amoung the most adorable things I have ever envisioned.

I'd be very chocolatey by the time I was done.

are you...trying to make me yearn?

though really, you do that by existing.

Maybe a little. But I'm glad I don't have to try. The same is true for you. The yearning. I miss you.

i miss you too, babe.

hey, raise the dead tonight, okay? You do have a knack for that!

We'll do our best! I have a feeling the dead like it when I raise them.

fuck yes they do.

Oh my poor, sweet Thomas. This is just so ridiculously unfair. I wish we could make it stop.

It's so horrid to think that someone we rescued, someone we're trying to help has been doing this damage all along. You may well be right, though. Goddess, it's awful... Either way, I pray that we know soon. None of this can be allowed to go on.

well we can.

it is awful and I wish we didn't even have to think it. but we do. we have to know. not just for my sake, that's for sure.

We can and we will, though I would very much like for it to be immediate.

For all our sakes, though with immediacy in mind, your need for this to be over is certainly pressing enough to drive us all forward.

hey me too!

gavin's having a meeting tomorrow with a girl who he thinks will help a lot. that makes me feel better. andin the meantime, i have painkillers and soapies on the telly.

Oooh, who's he meeting? Or is it all clandestine? I understand if it is, but that does sound very promising. Gavin always does us well.

it might be clandestine...ask him! you know he'd tell you if it wasn't. He's a good man that Gavin.

Okay, I will *smiles* And you're absolutely right, he's a very good man. I'm so glad he's with us.

STUPID TEMPLAR. I do not like them >:(

Stupid spies too! But at least you'll already have them locked up.

i don't like them either.

unless they;re a past patient, which is what we're looking in to. It'd be hard for one that was locked up to be leaking information.

Oooh yes, you have a smart point there. This is why you are the boss of this, and I'm just here to break people if need be.

well I'd rather keep the breakingn of people to a minimum. me included! would you like to visit, Svetlana? I'd like to see you and rasputina if you think that's okay?

Yes, no breaking Thomas! Visiting Thomas is allowed, though. We can come in, I'll call Peter's and see who wants to drive me.

And if I see any spies, there will be a reckoning. As long as there's someone to hold Rasputina.

peter'll probably drive you! i'll make him!

hah! there will always be somoene to hold that darling little girl, svetlana. Always.

I didn't want to interrupt his important work, but okay :)

I like that so many people love my Rasputina. It makes me happy.

he can work here! see how i am pushy!

they really do, Svetlana. everyone does. I'm glad it makes you happy!

I like it when you're pushy for me :D It shows you care.

i really, really do.

I love you :)

i love you too, darling Svetlana.

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