To Those in the Know

[suave_thomas]

Fuckfuckfuckfuck fuckbags fuck.

Amaris almost got me today. Kat and I were in the park but then she had to go. Zoe hurt herself, though I've been assured since then that she's fine. But she left and I was alone with James and then she was there and FUCK.

She's watching me. It's obvious now. How else would she had found me the second there wasn't another adult with me. She knows James is my son. She threatened him. So I ran, because of course, someone didn't have his mobile charged up. The hospital was the closest place and I ran there and I got nearly hit by cars and people and I slipped on ice but I kept going, and I think when I got to the hospital I actually died a little from lack of air, but we're fine. James and I are fine. He's a little scared, so he's sleeping in our room tonight with me since Spectre's in the US. He's asleep now, looking all cute and perfect.

She almost got me today. She almost got my son. After hearing what Peter's dreams entailed and thinking she could do those things to James too... No. I've never been so scared in my life.

We're okay though, Baby. Just so you know. We're both okay, just really shaken up. This wasn't supposed to happen...

Comments

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I suppose the more the...betterer... Ryn's worth every cent too, I certainly know that.

Oh believe me, I'll be charging the hell out of it every night. Shit. I would have been fine had we had a car too, but Kat drove.

I think it's like dodging an atomic missile... I kept imagining what Amaris might do to James and then I imagined what Brian might do to him... I..I hate to ask, David, but is there any reason to believe that Brian do anything to my child? I mean...beyond- I'm sure you're all too aware of what I'm getting at.

[abigail-lilith.livejournal.com]

Are you pissed off with her too, or are you going to do that thing you do where you make me see her side? Because I'm not rational and I don't WANT to see her side yet. Tomorrow maybe. Tonight I just want to be angry with her because it's easier than thinking about what almost happened.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I wouldn't ever argue about that, Svetlana. Not ever. Thank you.

I really, really don't want to. I want to live. Goddammit, I want to live.

[whichdoctor.livejournal.com]

I'll get right on it.

Well, at least the only things being taken away from this are a few lessons, and not injuries. We'll be more on top of things from now on.

To the best of my knowledge, Brian has never had any interest in children, and that includes in hurting them. The worst he's done is used Caleb as a hostage, but even then, he never hurt him. I don't think Brian would see James as anything other than a bargaining chip. Which is still terrible, and I hate to think what he might make you do with James as leverage. Of course, there is Amaris, too. I'm sorry, but she's not nearly as predictable as Brian.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

I just wanted to give you someone to vent to, Abby. It's not about anyone's side, aside from you having someone to tell yours to. I promise not to say a word that you don't want to hear.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

All right... as long as you're sure, Thomas. I'll be back early on Monday morning, anyway. I'm very glad to hear Mums will be taking care of you, that sounds like just the ticket. Running was definitely a good plan, under the circumstances. I'm just so relieved you're both okay.

I'll call you as well, Thomas. You can tell me everything, everything you want to.

[demon-svetlana.livejournal.com]

You're welcome! I'll be there soon. And dammit, you are going to live.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

We absolutely will. I think lessons are good things to take away.

What he might make me...oh. Right. Jesus. They know James is my son because my dear boy told them to leave his daddy alone and now I'm terrified they'll try to get him too.

Oh good fuck, I hope that's not what happens. I'd HAND myself over to her if it would keep them away from James.

[abigail-lilith.livejournal.com]

No. I think I'll save that for tomorrow.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

Oh, Abby... If that's what this is then call ME. Cuss me out. Tell me whatever you want. I get it. I won't even be mad tomorrow when you feel bad. Really.

[abigail-lilith.livejournal.com]

I don't care how you'll feel tomorrow!!

(thank you, I'm dialling now!)

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I miss you. Let Flynn take care of you, okay? I can't imagine this is easy to hear about. And I'll see you on Monday. Surrounded by my new posse of protectors.

I'm not entirely sure WHY we're okay because she could easily have caught up. But right now I don't care. I just...I wish she didn't know about James. Spectre, I'm really worried because she knows about James. She lit up like a fucking lighthouse when our brave boy mentioned I was his daddy.

She looked too interested.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

This shall be our mantra.

[whichdoctor.livejournal.com]

You're always welcome, Thomas.

Oh dear, I see. I know you'd hand yourself over to protect James. In your position, I'd do the same thing. We'll make sure it doesn't come to that, though. Especially knowing how Brian feels about family ties. On the upside, James should be easier to protect. There shouldn't be any reason why he would need to leave the house at all, as long as there's always someone there, right? Just until things are safer, I mean.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

All right, Abby. Whatever you need. I love you, and I'll talk to you tomorrow.

[twilightrobe.livejournal.com]

I love you, Kittykat.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Absolutely. That's absolutely right.

It's not like I'm keeping him under house arrest, is it?

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

♥

[abigail-lilith.livejournal.com]

I love you too.

[slinkster-ghoul.livejournal.com]

Thomas!

Oh god on a fucking neon pogo stick, Thomas. The calls are not allowed to be this close!

If she knows about James does she know about Marie? If she's seen you has she seen me?

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

It's not easy, but given how much worse it could have been, I'm endeavouring to look on the bright side. I'll certainly let Flynn look after me, though. He's very good at that.

In this instance, I'm not really fussed as to why, as long as you're both safe. Whatever she's planning, it seems like we've been given an extra opportunity to avoid it.

I have to admit, it terrifies me to think what she might plan with regard to James. I hate that she knows. I hate that she knows anything about our family.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I didn't say anything about Marie. She didn't know James was my son until he said something. And I don't know what else she knows, but if she didn't know James was my son, I think she's not watching that closely.

And I really agree. No more.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I know he is.

Damn right. I'll look at it that way too.

God. So do I. Fuck this, I want to hear your voice. I'm calling now.

[slinkster-ghoul.livejournal.com]

I hate how we have to plan our lives around this sort of thing.

Stupid Amaris.

Stupid lack of super powers.

Stupid mortality.

[whichdoctor.livejournal.com]

No, not at all. James is happy little boy, and I think his home is the happiest place of all for him. He's smart enough to understand, too. Especially since he's seen Amaris for himself, which I really wish he hadn't. Poor James... nobody deserves Amaris, except for Amaris.