To Those in the Know
Jan. 17th, 2009 07:48 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Fuckfuckfuckfuck fuckbags fuck.
Amaris almost got me today. Kat and I were in the park but then she had to go. Zoe hurt herself, though I've been assured since then that she's fine. But she left and I was alone with James and then she was there and FUCK.
She's watching me. It's obvious now. How else would she had found me the second there wasn't another adult with me. She knows James is my son. She threatened him. So I ran, because of course, someone didn't have his mobile charged up. The hospital was the closest place and I ran there and I got nearly hit by cars and people and I slipped on ice but I kept going, and I think when I got to the hospital I actually died a little from lack of air, but we're fine. James and I are fine. He's a little scared, so he's sleeping in our room tonight with me since Spectre's in the US. He's asleep now, looking all cute and perfect.
She almost got me today. She almost got my son. After hearing what Peter's dreams entailed and thinking she could do those things to James too... No. I've never been so scared in my life.
We're okay though, Baby. Just so you know. We're both okay, just really shaken up. This wasn't supposed to happen...
Amaris almost got me today. Kat and I were in the park but then she had to go. Zoe hurt herself, though I've been assured since then that she's fine. But she left and I was alone with James and then she was there and FUCK.
She's watching me. It's obvious now. How else would she had found me the second there wasn't another adult with me. She knows James is my son. She threatened him. So I ran, because of course, someone didn't have his mobile charged up. The hospital was the closest place and I ran there and I got nearly hit by cars and people and I slipped on ice but I kept going, and I think when I got to the hospital I actually died a little from lack of air, but we're fine. James and I are fine. He's a little scared, so he's sleeping in our room tonight with me since Spectre's in the US. He's asleep now, looking all cute and perfect.
She almost got me today. She almost got my son. After hearing what Peter's dreams entailed and thinking she could do those things to James too... No. I've never been so scared in my life.
We're okay though, Baby. Just so you know. We're both okay, just really shaken up. This wasn't supposed to happen...
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Date: 2009-01-17 09:02 am (UTC)I am SO SORRY. I didn't know! Fuck. I haven't been reading because...
Shit, shit, shit, I am so, so sorry!!
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Date: 2009-01-17 09:03 am (UTC)Argh, fuck. If she had taken you away I would never have forgiven myself.
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Date: 2009-01-17 09:05 am (UTC)Thank you.
Also? Thank you for NOT getting captured because I've been there and I know you have too and just no.
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Date: 2009-01-17 09:13 am (UTC)My stars and garters, what a close call...
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Date: 2009-01-17 09:16 am (UTC)It really, really was. Fuck, Spectre, the things she said about James...
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Date: 2009-01-17 10:31 am (UTC)I'll call you as well, Thomas. You can tell me everything, everything you want to.
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Date: 2009-01-17 10:37 am (UTC)I'm not entirely sure WHY we're okay because she could easily have caught up. But right now I don't care. I just...I wish she didn't know about James. Spectre, I'm really worried because she knows about James. She lit up like a fucking lighthouse when our brave boy mentioned I was his daddy.
She looked too interested.
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Date: 2009-01-17 11:05 am (UTC)In this instance, I'm not really fussed as to why, as long as you're both safe. Whatever she's planning, it seems like we've been given an extra opportunity to avoid it.
I have to admit, it terrifies me to think what she might plan with regard to James. I hate that she knows. I hate that she knows anything about our family.
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Date: 2009-01-17 09:16 am (UTC)Fuck, Thomas. DON'T DIE.
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Date: 2009-01-17 09:22 am (UTC)I really, really don't want to. I want to live. Goddammit, I want to live.
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Date: 2009-01-17 11:04 am (UTC)Oh god on a fucking neon pogo stick, Thomas. The calls are not allowed to be this close!
If she knows about James does she know about Marie? If she's seen you has she seen me?
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Date: 2009-01-17 11:06 am (UTC)And I really agree. No more.
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Date: 2009-01-17 11:25 am (UTC)Stupid Amaris.
Stupid lack of super powers.
Stupid mortality.
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Date: 2009-01-17 11:39 am (UTC)I come hug now.
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