To Those in the Know

[suave_thomas]

Fuckfuckfuckfuck fuckbags fuck.

Amaris almost got me today. Kat and I were in the park but then she had to go. Zoe hurt herself, though I've been assured since then that she's fine. But she left and I was alone with James and then she was there and FUCK.

She's watching me. It's obvious now. How else would she had found me the second there wasn't another adult with me. She knows James is my son. She threatened him. So I ran, because of course, someone didn't have his mobile charged up. The hospital was the closest place and I ran there and I got nearly hit by cars and people and I slipped on ice but I kept going, and I think when I got to the hospital I actually died a little from lack of air, but we're fine. James and I are fine. He's a little scared, so he's sleeping in our room tonight with me since Spectre's in the US. He's asleep now, looking all cute and perfect.

She almost got me today. She almost got my son. After hearing what Peter's dreams entailed and thinking she could do those things to James too... No. I've never been so scared in my life.

We're okay though, Baby. Just so you know. We're both okay, just really shaken up. This wasn't supposed to happen...

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[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

No, no, no. You stay and do your thing, Baby. We really are alright. I think tomorrow my limbs are going to hate me so I plan to lie in bed and make Mumsie take care of me, but we're fine. Just a little freaked. She didn't get a chance to touch either of us, I just ran. I figured...hell running was better than standing there. My lungs might hate me tomorrow too...

It really, really was. Fuck, Spectre, the things she said about James...

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

All right... as long as you're sure, Thomas. I'll be back early on Monday morning, anyway. I'm very glad to hear Mums will be taking care of you, that sounds like just the ticket. Running was definitely a good plan, under the circumstances. I'm just so relieved you're both okay.

I'll call you as well, Thomas. You can tell me everything, everything you want to.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I miss you. Let Flynn take care of you, okay? I can't imagine this is easy to hear about. And I'll see you on Monday. Surrounded by my new posse of protectors.

I'm not entirely sure WHY we're okay because she could easily have caught up. But right now I don't care. I just...I wish she didn't know about James. Spectre, I'm really worried because she knows about James. She lit up like a fucking lighthouse when our brave boy mentioned I was his daddy.

She looked too interested.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

It's not easy, but given how much worse it could have been, I'm endeavouring to look on the bright side. I'll certainly let Flynn look after me, though. He's very good at that.

In this instance, I'm not really fussed as to why, as long as you're both safe. Whatever she's planning, it seems like we've been given an extra opportunity to avoid it.

I have to admit, it terrifies me to think what she might plan with regard to James. I hate that she knows. I hate that she knows anything about our family.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I know he is.

Damn right. I'll look at it that way too.

God. So do I. Fuck this, I want to hear your voice. I'm calling now.