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Jan. 17th, 2009 07:48 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Fuckfuckfuckfuck fuckbags fuck.
Amaris almost got me today. Kat and I were in the park but then she had to go. Zoe hurt herself, though I've been assured since then that she's fine. But she left and I was alone with James and then she was there and FUCK.
She's watching me. It's obvious now. How else would she had found me the second there wasn't another adult with me. She knows James is my son. She threatened him. So I ran, because of course, someone didn't have his mobile charged up. The hospital was the closest place and I ran there and I got nearly hit by cars and people and I slipped on ice but I kept going, and I think when I got to the hospital I actually died a little from lack of air, but we're fine. James and I are fine. He's a little scared, so he's sleeping in our room tonight with me since Spectre's in the US. He's asleep now, looking all cute and perfect.
She almost got me today. She almost got my son. After hearing what Peter's dreams entailed and thinking she could do those things to James too... No. I've never been so scared in my life.
We're okay though, Baby. Just so you know. We're both okay, just really shaken up. This wasn't supposed to happen...
Amaris almost got me today. Kat and I were in the park but then she had to go. Zoe hurt herself, though I've been assured since then that she's fine. But she left and I was alone with James and then she was there and FUCK.
She's watching me. It's obvious now. How else would she had found me the second there wasn't another adult with me. She knows James is my son. She threatened him. So I ran, because of course, someone didn't have his mobile charged up. The hospital was the closest place and I ran there and I got nearly hit by cars and people and I slipped on ice but I kept going, and I think when I got to the hospital I actually died a little from lack of air, but we're fine. James and I are fine. He's a little scared, so he's sleeping in our room tonight with me since Spectre's in the US. He's asleep now, looking all cute and perfect.
She almost got me today. She almost got my son. After hearing what Peter's dreams entailed and thinking she could do those things to James too... No. I've never been so scared in my life.
We're okay though, Baby. Just so you know. We're both okay, just really shaken up. This wasn't supposed to happen...
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Date: 2009-01-17 09:05 am (UTC)Kat, trust me, you're very welcome for that.
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Date: 2009-01-17 09:06 am (UTC)I am now having you followed by three different individuals.
No, I do not think this is overkill.
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Date: 2009-01-17 09:06 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-01-17 09:15 am (UTC)I am so glad you and James got out of there. I can't believe how close you came. Please make sure you keep your phone charged from now on... though I'm sure you don't need me to remind you of that now.
My goodness. This really feels like dodging a bullet. Or several.
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Date: 2009-01-17 09:20 am (UTC)Oh believe me, I'll be charging the hell out of it every night. Shit. I would have been fine had we had a car too, but Kat drove.
I think it's like dodging an atomic missile... I kept imagining what Amaris might do to James and then I imagined what Brian might do to him... I..I hate to ask, David, but is there any reason to believe that Brian do anything to my child? I mean...beyond- I'm sure you're all too aware of what I'm getting at.
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Date: 2009-01-17 10:27 am (UTC)Well, at least the only things being taken away from this are a few lessons, and not injuries. We'll be more on top of things from now on.
To the best of my knowledge, Brian has never had any interest in children, and that includes in hurting them. The worst he's done is used Caleb as a hostage, but even then, he never hurt him. I don't think Brian would see James as anything other than a bargaining chip. Which is still terrible, and I hate to think what he might make you do with James as leverage. Of course, there is Amaris, too. I'm sorry, but she's not nearly as predictable as Brian.
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Date: 2009-01-17 10:32 am (UTC)We absolutely will. I think lessons are good things to take away.
What he might make me...oh. Right. Jesus. They know James is my son because my dear boy told them to leave his daddy alone and now I'm terrified they'll try to get him too.
Oh good fuck, I hope that's not what happens. I'd HAND myself over to her if it would keep them away from James.
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Date: 2009-01-17 11:01 am (UTC)Oh dear, I see. I know you'd hand yourself over to protect James. In your position, I'd do the same thing. We'll make sure it doesn't come to that, though. Especially knowing how Brian feels about family ties. On the upside, James should be easier to protect. There shouldn't be any reason why he would need to leave the house at all, as long as there's always someone there, right? Just until things are safer, I mean.
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Date: 2009-01-17 11:03 am (UTC)It's not like I'm keeping him under house arrest, is it?
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Date: 2009-01-17 11:31 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-01-17 11:34 am (UTC)Argh. You're really right there.
Fuck I'm starving. I'm going to go eat. I'll see you soon, David.
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Date: 2009-01-18 03:37 am (UTC)