Filtered to Kat, but open to Alessa and Spectre too

[suave_thomas]

I've been spamming this thing lately. I guess spending so much of my last visit unable to say anything means I have a lot to say now...and being all...insane means I have a lot I need to say. I can't leave things up in the air, that's not me. And Spectre and Alessa can see this too because I refuse to hide things from them.

Kat, I wanted to talk to you and I didn't know whether or not I should do it in person. I just want you to know I am not upset with you. I don't want to avoid you, and I don't blame you or hate you or any other of those completely worthless emotions when it comes to situations like this. I think you're a wonderful person, Kat. I would be very sad indeed if you weren't in my life, or whatever this is I have, anymore. I just want us to be okay again. And I know it's probably going to be different, and that's okay. You taught and gave me so much, Kat. I love you. And I do need you. And I can admit that. And I want to be here for you too, Darlin'.

How are you?

Comments

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Wonderful! I'm sure Mara will absolutely adore you. She and Thomas have already bonded so deeply. I can't wait to share that with you.

All my dear friends and family are making up for the dreary now. You'll definitely be a stunning part of that, lovely Kat.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

Thomas is amazing with children. And everyone, but I think children appreciate him so much because he treats them like he treats everyone else instead of like kids. And that's a really incredible gift. I'm glad your sister has that. And you, Spectre.

Wonderful. That makes me so happy to hear.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Yeah... I think you're absolutely right. Thomas does have that amazing gift with children. I think it's also because he's not afraid to stay young himself. He has so much joy inside him, I don't think anyone could fail to be attracted to that. I know how incredibly lucky I am to have him in my life, as my lover. I'm thankful every day, not just when he's here, but when he's gone, too.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

He does has so much joy in him. And it's so good to see him like that again. It really is. I can't imagine how much of a relief it is for you.

Your relationship is beautiful.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Thank you, Kat. It means so much to me to hear you say that. More than I could ever put into words alone. What you and Thomas have is incredibly beautiful too, and I love how happy you make each other. The beautiful things you do for each other. I know you're a big part of Thomas' happiness, always. I'm so glad you have each other.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

I'm so happy right now I could just explode in a fit of pink confetti. Thank you, Spectre.

And thank you, Thomas...for initiating this. It was exactly what I needed.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Me too, Kat.

You're very welcome.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Wonderful! I'm so glad to hear it. You're more than welcome, Kat. I do love to see you happy.