Filtered to Kat, but open to Alessa and Spectre too

[suave_thomas]

I've been spamming this thing lately. I guess spending so much of my last visit unable to say anything means I have a lot to say now...and being all...insane means I have a lot I need to say. I can't leave things up in the air, that's not me. And Spectre and Alessa can see this too because I refuse to hide things from them.

Kat, I wanted to talk to you and I didn't know whether or not I should do it in person. I just want you to know I am not upset with you. I don't want to avoid you, and I don't blame you or hate you or any other of those completely worthless emotions when it comes to situations like this. I think you're a wonderful person, Kat. I would be very sad indeed if you weren't in my life, or whatever this is I have, anymore. I just want us to be okay again. And I know it's probably going to be different, and that's okay. You taught and gave me so much, Kat. I love you. And I do need you. And I can admit that. And I want to be here for you too, Darlin'.

How are you?

Comments

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Thank you, Kat. It means so much to me to hear you say that. More than I could ever put into words alone. What you and Thomas have is incredibly beautiful too, and I love how happy you make each other. The beautiful things you do for each other. I know you're a big part of Thomas' happiness, always. I'm so glad you have each other.

[angels-facade.livejournal.com]

I'm so happy right now I could just explode in a fit of pink confetti. Thank you, Spectre.

And thank you, Thomas...for initiating this. It was exactly what I needed.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Me too, Kat.

You're very welcome.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Wonderful! I'm so glad to hear it. You're more than welcome, Kat. I do love to see you happy.