Wow, that really is quite amazing. And tragic... I'm sorry you didn't get to tell Peter how you felt, Thomas. I can imagine how devastating it must have been, having gone through death many times myself. It's sad that in our first incarnation, we don't have the wisdom and foresight to say things the way we do now. Though in your case, it wasn't a matter of lack of foresight, but rather, horrible timing. You would have told Peter. Knowing you both, it would have resulted in something wonderful. I'm sorry you missed that, and had to "live" so long with what-ifs.
Thomas, I'm proud of you for talking about it now. You don't have to downplay this. I know it's not an "issue" or anything, but it is an immense part of your past, and should be acknowledged as such. I want to acknowledge it. And I want to thank Peter for giving you at least that taste of love before you died. Had you never come back, you still would have known something special and real, because it was Peter. I love that, and I love you, my Thomas.
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Date: 2008-04-14 12:33 pm (UTC)Thomas, I'm proud of you for talking about it now. You don't have to downplay this. I know it's not an "issue" or anything, but it is an immense part of your past, and should be acknowledged as such. I want to acknowledge it. And I want to thank Peter for giving you at least that taste of love before you died. Had you never come back, you still would have known something special and real, because it was Peter. I love that, and I love you, my Thomas.