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To Those in the Know
Mar. 1st, 2009 03:56 pmThis isn't in an attempt to fool anyone that I'm writing here. Abby just thought it might be less confusing if I used my own journal. Though, I suppose, less confusing is relative...
I can't stay like this. I'm very sorry for what happened. For what I had to do. And for needing to leave. But I can't stay in my sister's head. Which is incredible by the way. Do you realise how smart she is? And all of a sudden I find I have the Physician's Desk Reference memorised and I understand it. Extraordinary...
I'm losing the point. Which is that I need to leave. After the funeral. I'll stay a few more days. I'll say goodbye.
You all know it's not forever.
Additionally, if the above is to remain true, no one can know I died unless they are in the know. You all...you have to act like nothing happened to the people who can't understand. And I'm sorry for that. I know it's not easy. Especially for you, Spectre. But if I'm going to come back, Ashley Bigglesby has to remain well and safe and alive.
I can't stay like this. I'm very sorry for what happened. For what I had to do. And for needing to leave. But I can't stay in my sister's head. Which is incredible by the way. Do you realise how smart she is? And all of a sudden I find I have the Physician's Desk Reference memorised and I understand it. Extraordinary...
I'm losing the point. Which is that I need to leave. After the funeral. I'll stay a few more days. I'll say goodbye.
You all know it's not forever.
Additionally, if the above is to remain true, no one can know I died unless they are in the know. You all...you have to act like nothing happened to the people who can't understand. And I'm sorry for that. I know it's not easy. Especially for you, Spectre. But if I'm going to come back, Ashley Bigglesby has to remain well and safe and alive.
