I used to be much better at expressing myself!! I remember once the bishop asked me why I looked so troubled and I said, "You Grace. I'm rather itchy." Without thinking twice. Well, it was true... Peter nearly died. He was mortified, the big girl.
I know you get it. Which is why I should tell you, but I'm all...you know...fucked. Argh.
I think he's told all he can tell. He said he's never known anyone this has happened to, he's only heard of it. And, baby, I hardly expect you to have all the answers either. You DO make me less afraid. Because I'm all obsessing away and freaking out and then you smile and I'm like "Oooh...pretty..." and I forget about all the crap. It's not just illness. I'm terried of the Templar or Amaris getting me again because...god, I wouldn't heal. They could do anything to me and I wouldn't heal. And it fucking frightens me so much that sometimes I can't move.
You always make me happy, though. I'm glad you liked the picture! Deirdre was annoyed because I was being a goof (this was a while ago) so she told me to 'be serious, you fucking zombie' and voila. Only Deirdre, eh? I know I didn't have to, Babe. I reckon that's why they're important. To make you feel better.
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Date: 2008-07-01 12:15 pm (UTC)I know you get it. Which is why I should tell you, but I'm all...you know...fucked. Argh.
I think he's told all he can tell. He said he's never known anyone this has happened to, he's only heard of it. And, baby, I hardly expect you to have all the answers either. You DO make me less afraid. Because I'm all obsessing away and freaking out and then you smile and I'm like "Oooh...pretty..." and I forget about all the crap. It's not just illness. I'm terried of the Templar or Amaris getting me again because...god, I wouldn't heal. They could do anything to me and I wouldn't heal. And it fucking frightens me so much that sometimes I can't move.
You always make me happy, though. I'm glad you liked the picture! Deirdre was annoyed because I was being a goof (this was a while ago) so she told me to 'be serious, you fucking zombie' and voila. Only Deirdre, eh? I know I didn't have to, Babe. I reckon that's why they're important. To make you feel better.