Thomas, I love you. I love you so much. And you will help. There's nothing wrong with your needing support, too. Peter won't be alone in the meantime, that much is quite obvious.
I will gladly be there for you, my love, but I need to be here for Abby, too. If you want to stay with Peter... I just don't know if Abby can be there right now. But if you can be here, I can well take care of you both.
No, Thomas. You didn't upset me. The situation is upsetting, but you are far from it. I just wish there were two of me so I could be there for both of you. I'm so very glad you have Mary.
I'm glad I have both of you. Thank you so very much for taking care of my little sister, Spectre. I'll bring you a treat when I come see you next. I'll come tomorrow, okay? And we can make each other feel better. Whatever that may mean.
Tomorrow it shall most certainly be, and most certainly I shall be here for you. Whatever that may mean, absolutely. It shall be whatever you need, my love. And it's my pleasure to look after Abby. I love her very, very much.
You will help when the time comes for you to do so. You always do. Now is your time to be helped, and help you I shall. I love you very much, Thomas. Trust me when I say that everything will be fine. Your love will carry Peter through. You will all be fine.
I won't even get to be here for him! Because it's not like I can bring Robert back to swap with him because he's stuck here and what if I get stuck here too because then I really can't help and it's all FUCKING BOLLOCKS! Fucking stupid cunting arsehole bitcharse BOLLOCKS!
But you are not. And I love you. And maybe you should go see Aly and I should take a walk and calm the hell down.
If it would be better for you to vent to me than to vent alone, then I'll be there for you. You won't make me afraid or uncomfortable, Thomas. I know you better than that, and I've seen a lot of people hurting. I can be wherever and whatever you need me to be. If that is with Aly, I shall be with her. If it is with you, I will be with you.
Robert will work out his issues with people, especially if it is required to help you back. I have faith that his conscience will not allow him to do otherwise. You won't be stuck, or in the worst case, it won't be for long. And I will help you through as long as I am kept here. You're never, ever alone, my Thomas. That is my solemn vow to you always.
I'll calm down and then vent with you. I'm just not comfortable being ragey around you even though both of us know I wouldn't hurt you for the world. I just can't do it.
Okay. No, you're right. We can help Robert out and we'll work out everything...I want to be here for Peter. If he forget things I can tell him stories. I've known him since he was 18 years old. That's almost 20 years now. Even if I was dead for 14 of that, I was still watching. I think he needs me. I know he does. And I need you. Thank you so much, Mary, for being there for me. I love you. And I vow the same thing to you.
I would never want to put you in a situation where you were uncomfortable, so it shall be as you say. Calming down, then venting. I'll be with Aly until then, so you know where to find me.
I think Peter needs you too. You know him as no one else does, and I think you will be vital to his getting through this unscathed. He's very, very lucky to have you. As am I. You're completely welcome for my part in your own well-being. I'd have it no other way, because all that I give to you, you give to me.
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Date: 2007-08-11 02:15 pm (UTC)I will gladly be there for you, my love, but I need to be here for Abby, too. If you want to stay with Peter... I just don't know if Abby can be there right now. But if you can be here, I can well take care of you both.
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Date: 2007-08-11 02:16 pm (UTC)I love you too.
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Date: 2007-08-11 02:16 pm (UTC)Where do you need me to be, dearheart?
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Date: 2007-08-11 02:18 pm (UTC)But you are not. And I love you. And maybe you should go see Aly and I should take a walk and calm the hell down.
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Date: 2007-08-11 02:27 pm (UTC)Robert will work out his issues with people, especially if it is required to help you back. I have faith that his conscience will not allow him to do otherwise. You won't be stuck, or in the worst case, it won't be for long. And I will help you through as long as I am kept here. You're never, ever alone, my Thomas. That is my solemn vow to you always.
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Date: 2007-08-11 02:31 pm (UTC)Okay. No, you're right. We can help Robert out and we'll work out everything...I want to be here for Peter. If he forget things I can tell him stories. I've known him since he was 18 years old. That's almost 20 years now. Even if I was dead for 14 of that, I was still watching. I think he needs me. I know he does. And I need you. Thank you so much, Mary, for being there for me. I love you. And I vow the same thing to you.
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Date: 2007-08-11 02:35 pm (UTC)I think Peter needs you too. You know him as no one else does, and I think you will be vital to his getting through this unscathed. He's very, very lucky to have you. As am I. You're completely welcome for my part in your own well-being. I'd have it no other way, because all that I give to you, you give to me.
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Date: 2007-08-11 02:36 pm (UTC)You're so beyond gorgeous, Doll. Thank you thank you thank you. I'll see you soon.
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Date: 2007-08-11 02:39 pm (UTC)