To Those in the Know
May. 3rd, 2009 07:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
suave_thomasRight, okay. So hi. I'm really back. Really. I'm so sorry I got lost. I didn't know where I was, or why I was stuck there. I couldn't see anything or hear anyone...there was just nothingness and I was terrified. For the past...little bit, whatever it was that kept me there started to fade. I can only guess that was because Peter had a vision that said you searching for me was making it worse somehow? Anyway... I got free today and it was Sacrifice. Sacrifice and some demon were holding me there. I don't know how, though I can guess at why. Because she's a stupid cunt-headed bitch.
Ahem. Sorry. It was hellish to say the least. Hellish.
Deirdre brought me back. I know that's confusing as well, but she did. When I first saw her, I thought she was dead too, but she wasn't, thank everything. She was having a hell of a time fighting the pull. But we were able to fight it together.
Apparently I have missed a crapload of shit in just two months. So...I think it would be a good idea to be filled in.
Again, I'm so sorry I was gone. I hate that you all must have worried. Now it's my turn to worry, and to help. I'm me again. Strong. The way I was before Amaris got to me. And I'll do whatever needs doing.
After I see my kids. And my Mums.
Ahem. Sorry. It was hellish to say the least. Hellish.
Deirdre brought me back. I know that's confusing as well, but she did. When I first saw her, I thought she was dead too, but she wasn't, thank everything. She was having a hell of a time fighting the pull. But we were able to fight it together.
Apparently I have missed a crapload of shit in just two months. So...I think it would be a good idea to be filled in.
Again, I'm so sorry I was gone. I hate that you all must have worried. Now it's my turn to worry, and to help. I'm me again. Strong. The way I was before Amaris got to me. And I'll do whatever needs doing.
After I see my kids. And my Mums.
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Date: 2009-05-03 10:46 am (UTC)Things have been interesting, and there's been a lot of good lately. I'm actually typing this from my new house! I moved in today, and this was literally the first thing I saw when we hooked the Internet up, and it was the best First Internet Thing ever. I'm living with a woman who I know through the Pagan scene, Kristina, she's a little older than me and really sweet. I think we're going to make a beautiful space together. Scarlett's coming over later, because we're together now. I'm not with Deirdre and Kait any more, which is a long story for a quieter, probably one-on-one time. If you don't hear it from them first, anyway. But Scarlett and I are really happy, and I hope that makes you happy too.
And I promised Lydia I'd say this. I'm sorry for bitching when Deirdre, Kait and I exploded. I know it's nothing to do with you, but it was disrespectful of your memory after everything you've been through, so I'm sorry. And let it be acknowledged, that sometimes Lydia is far wiser than I am.
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Date: 2009-05-03 10:53 am (UTC)Uh...yes. Right. One-on-one time it is. Because !!! I'm glad you're happy though, Renee. You deserve that and so does Scarlett.
Oh..okay. Honey, it's...alright. Really.
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