It's alright. I can handle dreaming of what happened because when I wake up, I'm with you and it's over. It won't ever happen again and I've seen that with my own eyes. They're just dreams. Dreams that happened, but that's all.
I think that's all I was ever really meant to be. A dad. I did the monk thing and the actor thing and I can do lots of other things...and sure, I didn't get to do it until after I died, but I think it's what I was meant to do anyway. Nothing makes me happier than being a father.
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Date: 2009-05-16 06:47 am (UTC)I think that's all I was ever really meant to be. A dad. I did the monk thing and the actor thing and I can do lots of other things...and sure, I didn't get to do it until after I died, but I think it's what I was meant to do anyway. Nothing makes me happier than being a father.