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[suave_thomas]

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

She's having a meltdown.

And I'm sorry. I never meant for this to happen. I hesitated for a split second and she noticed because she's too perceptive for her own good.

Comments

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

It's not your fault, Thomas. Not at all. You and Abby shared one body. I suppose something like this was inevitable.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

No it was not! Baby, I'm sorry. There's no excuse for what she's doing right now.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

You're right, there isn't. I'm angry, and I'm hurt. I didn't mean that her doing this was inevitable. I just meant that she was probably going to deduce something, sooner or later, that wasn't necessarily hers to deduce.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I've never been so angry at her in my life.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

When you put it like that... no, nor have I. I don't remember her ever making me angry.

Thomas, I'm sorry she put you through this indignity, too.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Me? What do you mean?

I'm just ARGH because Adam and I were having such a good time being silly boys and then she pulls this shite because she's jealous. She's jealous, Spectre. She is my little sister and she's jealous of my husband and it's so fucking twisted.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

I mean this is your personal life that's been put on display too. And granted, I know you trust our family and that you'd tell them anything, but it should have been your choice. It wasn't Abby's call to talk to anyone about this but us. And while it wasn't done behind our backs, it still feels somewhat insidious, in it's own way. Which, I suppose, jealousy is. She's obviously much more messed up about this than we initially thought. I hate to think what must be going on in her head right now.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I'm just glad I'm not in her head anymore...

I'm also glad all of her dirty laundry didn't come out into the open, though I sort of hinted until Peter figured it out. I had to talk about this with my best friend. It's driving me fucking crazy.

I also don't want you to worry about why I hesitated. I wasn't upset, Baby.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Yes... I can only imagine what that would be like...

Oh, absolutely. Abby came very close to tipping her hand, and it made me rather uncomfortable to feel that she seemed to be blaming you for that. I'm very worried about her. I actually wonder if she oughtn't seek out some professional help herself. I don't know how qualified any of the rest of us are to really help with this.

I know that wasn't why, honey. I believe you, and I love you.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I don't think she was blaming me. What she said was that she did it because she loved me. She meant as a brother, and I was merely pointing out that I knew it was a lie. And she got mad at me for knowing her better than she thought I did.

She's just not usually so...I don't know. Vindictive? I'm really worried because I love her so much, and I'm SO angry at her, and she makes me feel icky and this is so wrong.

Good. I love you too.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Yes, I see. I suppose she didn't expect it to go the other way. She's used to being the more perceptive one, because of her work. It's probably very confronting for someone to be able to see her like that, too.

This is very out of character. I know she can be very fiery and get caught up in anger occasionally, but this is not the way she would usually handle it. Not in my experience. I'm so sorry she's making you feel icky. That's not the way it should be at all.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Now I got the perceptions too.

No. Argh.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

That you do, Thomas. And I'm sorry that what you have to perceive right now isn't at all pleasant.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Eh.

Mums is going to be with her. She'll help.

Mums told us to stop. We did. No one talks back to Mums.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Yes. Mums always helps. And I saw that! I was mightily impressed...

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

She's pretty impressively commanding, our Mums. She hardly ever uses it, but when she does, we listen.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

And I should think the fact that she hardly ever uses it is one of the reasons why it commands such respect when she does. It's always more impressive when used sparingly.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Indeed.