I think mostly he was thinking 'sex'. Using that manpart instead of his brainpart. He seems a bit iffy with his brainpart... He was really embarrassed though. And after I told him he was stupid, I stayed with him until he faded away, just talking. He's just...lonely and confused. It's not an excuse. He shouldn't have touched me. He certainly won't again.
You don't have to be sorry, Gorgeous. You're my Spectre. You have every right to be angry. I'm yours (and Mary's) and no one else's. For as long as you want me to be yours. He just made me feel like...I don't know. Like other people will think I'm just a greedy bastard or something. That one person isn't enough. But it's not like that. I'm in love with two people and that's the way it is. I feel for Deirdre, Renee and Kait. They must get it a lot. And their relationship is so fucking beautiful. Argh.
I'm glad I'm back too! I'll come over once Peter's asleep, okay? He's sort of drifty now. And you don't have to make me anything. I'm alright. Kind of shocked and confused, but alright. I just need you. And my Abby too. Maybe I should open this post to her... Would that be weird?
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Date: 2007-09-05 10:38 am (UTC)You don't have to be sorry, Gorgeous. You're my Spectre. You have every right to be angry. I'm yours (and Mary's) and no one else's. For as long as you want me to be yours. He just made me feel like...I don't know. Like other people will think I'm just a greedy bastard or something. That one person isn't enough. But it's not like that. I'm in love with two people and that's the way it is. I feel for Deirdre, Renee and Kait. They must get it a lot. And their relationship is so fucking beautiful. Argh.
I'm glad I'm back too! I'll come over once Peter's asleep, okay? He's sort of drifty now. And you don't have to make me anything. I'm alright. Kind of shocked and confused, but alright. I just need you. And my Abby too. Maybe I should open this post to her... Would that be weird?