To Those in the Know

[suave_thomas]

I spent the morning feeling like I was turning inside out.

Remind me. Remind me why I should stay. Please. I need help.

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[father-peter.livejournal.com]

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

My angel.

[father-peter.livejournal.com]

Like your mother said, Thomas. You don't take the easy way out.

I'm so sorry this is so hard for you. But, as always, you have my love.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

No...no I..guess I don't.

And you have mine, Peter.

[break-the-image.livejournal.com]

Because if you don't your arse is mine.

Not in a sexy way. I can see how you might misinterpret that though considering what you and Spectre get up to...

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I did figure, though you inadvertently gave me two reasons. You beating me up, and buttsex. Thanks.

[break-the-image.livejournal.com]

No probs, little bro.

(Do you want me to come down there?)

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Julian and Damon and Aislinn need you there. Adam, if I need you to come here, I'll say so.

[abigail-lilith.livejournal.com]

Love.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

And Sunshine?

[abigail-lilith.livejournal.com]

And Sunshine.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

I think Peter already made the best point I could possibly offer. But in addition to James, of course there are also Marie and Mara. Not to mention our wonderful marriage. I'm going to be here for a very long time... I'd like as much as possible of that to be with you, my love. I've never met anyone like you.

It won't be like this forever. There are so many good times we've had, and so many more to experience. I don't believe it's time to leave that behind.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Peter is good at that. And so are you. I would hate to leave you alone.

Thing is...the more Lucian says, the more it seems like it might be like this forever unless he comes up with something soon. And that's...it's not good.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

I am pleased to be in such good company.

I trust Lucian. As long as there's still breath in your body, I know he won't give up.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

And I'll keep breathing as long as it takes. No matter how hard it is.

But it's bloody hard right now.

[empress-tasha.livejournal.com]

To be here to tell people you love them, and that you're proud, and they make you happy. We know it when you're not here, but it's not the same. Not only that, but to be told you're loved, and that you make people happy and proud.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Those are important things. And you do make me proud. And I do love you.

[empress-tasha.livejournal.com]

Thank you. I love you too, Thomas, and I've always been so proud of you.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Glad to know that. I wouldn't want to ruin that by giving up.

[slinkster-ghoul.livejournal.com]

Because if more than half of Marie's parents are dead she's going to grow up really messed up!

And I'll be really really cranky despite all the happy pain meds.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Oh, Marie. Yeah, that's...yeah.

And I wouldn't want to make Stephie cranky. Are the pain meds working the way they should? How are you feeling?

[slinkster-ghoul.livejournal.com]

Damn right that's yeah.

Yeah. I mean, they are. And sleepy, oooh I'm sleepy. My pillows like a big marshmallow of comfy sleepymaking.

[lady-with-thee.livejournal.com]

The Beyond will always be there. All the wonderful little moments here... you can't come back to that for real. Not a second time. This is your time not to live on borrowed time. When you're feeling better - and you will - you'll be more than glad for this lifetime. I know it.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Of course I will once this is over. If it ever is over.

I love you, My Mary.

[lady-with-thee.livejournal.com]

I have faith that it will be. I've had five hundred years of watching medical miracles progress, and the progression gets quicker all the time.

I love you too, my darling Thomas.