To Those in the Know
May. 7th, 2009 08:20 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I don't like admitting fears. I don't know if it's because I unused to having such terrible fears, or if I actually have issues with appearing weak, but whatever the case may be, I don't like doing it.
I'm afraid of the dark.
I am six foot five, once again indestructible, quite burly thanks, and I'm afraid of the fucking dark.
And I died again. I'm dead again. I was tortured mercilessly and I look like nothing happened, and then I died to save my heart and my soul, and you wouldn't know to look at me. Unless you turned the light off and happened to hear my girlish squeal. Thing is, I'm not exactly happy when people turn lights on either, thanks to what Amaris did to me with her...electricity...euugghhh-
In summary? I'm pretty fucked up right now. I really am. But I probably won't act like it. I just can't handle that.
I'm afraid of the dark.
I am six foot five, once again indestructible, quite burly thanks, and I'm afraid of the fucking dark.
And I died again. I'm dead again. I was tortured mercilessly and I look like nothing happened, and then I died to save my heart and my soul, and you wouldn't know to look at me. Unless you turned the light off and happened to hear my girlish squeal. Thing is, I'm not exactly happy when people turn lights on either, thanks to what Amaris did to me with her...electricity...euugghhh-
In summary? I'm pretty fucked up right now. I really am. But I probably won't act like it. I just can't handle that.
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Date: 2009-05-07 12:44 pm (UTC)But the skull... it's part of an angel, a terribly ancient one who was buried beneath Istanbul, back when it was Constantinople. Apparently he was on the Templar's side, but got disposed of by a group of supernaturals who didn't exactly agree with the way they were doing things. The Templar had been after him since, but Kali and the others got to him first, and dismembered him. It's important that he never get reassembled, and where better to keep the head than in the hospital, right? And I guess Dad is stuck with, uh... supervising him.
I call him Bobo III.
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Date: 2009-05-07 12:47 pm (UTC)That's...hilariously terrifying. It's just in there? Being? Dude, whoa.
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Date: 2009-05-07 12:56 pm (UTC)Yeah, I guess so. I mean, you can't kill the guy, not that I think Kali would have, though Saul or Ryn probably would. But since he can't die, he's just kind of there... sans body, and mostly sans flesh. He's still got eyes though, which freaks me the fuck out. But, you know... it's a strange life we live.
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Date: 2009-05-07 10:11 pm (UTC)It has...eyes. Right. I'm just going to focus on eating burgers and making smores and forgetting I read this!!
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Date: 2009-05-10 12:36 pm (UTC)