To Those in the Know

[suave_thomas]

I don't like admitting fears. I don't know if it's because I unused to having such terrible fears, or if I actually have issues with appearing weak, but whatever the case may be, I don't like doing it.

I'm afraid of the dark.

I am six foot five, once again indestructible, quite burly thanks, and I'm afraid of the fucking dark.

And I died again. I'm dead again. I was tortured mercilessly and I look like nothing happened, and then I died to save my heart and my soul, and you wouldn't know to look at me. Unless you turned the light off and happened to hear my girlish squeal. Thing is, I'm not exactly happy when people turn lights on either, thanks to what Amaris did to me with her...electricity...euugghhh-

In summary? I'm pretty fucked up right now. I really am. But I probably won't act like it. I just can't handle that.

Comments

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

There is great bravery in admitting one's fears. I'm proud of you, Thomas. I'm always so very proud of you. I'll do whatever I can to help you through it all. You don't have to feel embarrassed about anything with me. We're in this together. But if you don't show it, at least now you know that we're all aware, and we can keep things in mind, and you can deal with things in whatever way makes you feel most comfortable. We'll support you in everything.

[empress-tasha.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I can definitely understand that. I know a little of where you're coming from. It's not the same, it never is from person to person, but... well, the other day, with the undercover gig in Little Moscow? I saw something. A wall, and it was stained and pitted in the right way that... it gave me flashbacks, to when my parents disappeared. So I know how easy it is for the present to morph into the past.

As always, my darling, I'm here for you. You've done so many brave things, I don't think anyone could ever think of you as otherwise. Being afraid of something doesn't change that or make you less. You're still our Thomas.

[demon-svetlana.livejournal.com]

It's okay to be afraid. I get scared too. It's funny, because no one can kill us really. Well, not without a hell of a lot of effort that most people just don't have. But it's the little things, always the little things.

I'm always here if you need someone to talk to or snuggle with. I love you.

[slinkster-ghoul.livejournal.com]

Oooh, me too.

We can be fucked up buddies.