Personally, I think Deirdre's the hero of that particular event, but I know she'd deny it... so I shall accept your compliments gratefully, my love. I love that you think that of me.
Better today that I was yesterday. What Joe said helped a lot. If he can say that, it tells me that it really wasn't my fault. Not all of me is ready to believe that yet, I guess, but I'm getting there. Of course, not being my fault doesn't make it any less devastating to all concerned. I still saw, and heard... everything. More than anyone ever should, and I wasn't the only one.
You are a hero, Spectre. You're my hero. You saved my family. Deirdre can be a hero too. I've always known that both of you were.
No one expects you to be perfectly okay. I'm glad you're getting there. You inspire me, Babe. I know you saw and heard things no one should have to. What happened was beyond devastating. But you haven't let it break you. I love you for that and so many other things.
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Date: 2007-10-20 12:06 pm (UTC)I meant...because of you. How are you?
Well good then! Shiny lube you shall have!
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Date: 2007-10-20 12:14 pm (UTC)Better today that I was yesterday. What Joe said helped a lot. If he can say that, it tells me that it really wasn't my fault. Not all of me is ready to believe that yet, I guess, but I'm getting there. Of course, not being my fault doesn't make it any less devastating to all concerned. I still saw, and heard... everything. More than anyone ever should, and I wasn't the only one.
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Date: 2007-10-20 12:19 pm (UTC)No one expects you to be perfectly okay. I'm glad you're getting there. You inspire me, Babe. I know you saw and heard things no one should have to. What happened was beyond devastating. But you haven't let it break you. I love you for that and so many other things.
You want me to come show you?
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Date: 2007-10-20 12:23 pm (UTC)I love you too, so very much. I always want you with me. Please do come round, I'd love to see you.
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Date: 2007-10-20 12:25 pm (UTC)I'll be right there.