Ruminations of an Afterlife

It's not a stupid thing to say. Not in our world.

I love you, Thomas. I promise you I'll do the very best I can in your stead, with everything. I'll see you soon.

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But how many of us have had two? I think that's pretty much me. Though I guess...Peter will too.

Shouldn't have thought that.

I love you too, Spectre. God do you know how hard it is not to grab you and...well I'm sure you can fill in the rest.

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Not for a long time, he won't. We'll all make sure of that, too.

Yes... I can certainly imagine. But just think of how awkward it would be. All those things you'd be trying, and I'm sure there are all sorts of bits of Abby that wouldn't approve.

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Yes, please.

I won't, Spectre. I'm hardly going to put either of you through it. But goddammit, it's so hard. I want you even though I don't have the...bits to want you with anymore.

Holy shit, I don't have a cock!!!

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I know you wouldn't, but I do wish there were some way we could before you go. It's terribly unfair that we don't have that opportunity, though really, I'm still so very grateful that we at least have the ability to say goodbye when the time comes.

You're certainly undergoing a near-unique experience right now, I must say. It's one that I won't have the opportunity to explore, at any rate...

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And you know...we can do it in the Beyond. Not that it's the same. It's not the same. But we can. And a goodbye...that's important too.

It's not unique, it's terrifying! Holy crap, I've been unmanned!! My little sister unmanned me! I am feeling quite uncomfortable right now...

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It's not the same, but it's certainly an opportunity I'll take. I'm willing to experience and be grateful for every way in which I can have your presence in my life.

Oh, Thomas. I think it takes more than a masculine physique to make a man like you. And to be fair, I don't think women come much manlier than Abby...

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Same here, my love.

Well that is true. But man. I can't fiddle... This is displeasing. And kind of surprising that I didn't notice until now, considering what a fiddler I am... It's all those years as a monk when fiddling was forbidden.

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Oh dear me. Yes... I suppose monkhood would be a reasonable preparation for that...

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I've gotten rather off the topic...having no cock is distracting. Apparently more distracting than having one, who knew.

My point is I love you.

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Well, we do seem to have a knack for discovering the stranger elements of life...

I love you, Thomas. Always.

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I'm going to miss you so much. I love you. You know I'll be talking to you the minute you're gone. I'll do my best to keep making you proud.

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Tasha, there's never a doubt in my mind that you'll make me proud. Never. I love you so dearly, my friend. I love you like I do my sisters. Like you are my sister too. We're family. And I'm proud to say that.

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I'm so proud to hear you say it. Thomas... it means more to me than I could possibly say. But I know you feel it. I know you understand. I think you're the best big brother I could ever have.

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And that's a wonderful compliment. I'll try to keep it that way, Tasha.

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Somehow, I don't think that'll be a problem for you, darling.

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I don't like today :(

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No. Me either.

Are you alright? You know...in your head?

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I'm not going to go on any murderous rampages. Even if I do wish I could find that bitch and make good on my promises.

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So do I.

And I really don't feel about about wishing that either.

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Nor should you. You're the person who has the most right to feel it, after all.

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I think everyone has the right to feel that if they want. She hurt so many people and just because she didn't kill all of them doesn't mean she didn't take from them.

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True. She'd have a lot of pain ahead if everyone had their way.

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