it's not you. i want to try and stop you going but i won't, i know i'd be going, if i was you. it's peters family, it's amaris, and... yeah, i'd be there too. i hate it, though, take note of that, i hate that she's over there dragging you away from me and scar with her fucked upedness. i am much with the resentment right now.
I'm well aware there are no words for this. What you're doing is more than courage. I want to tell you to be careful, but I know you will be, unless you can't. I can't ask you to make promises. All I can say, is that I love you. I always will. I know you'll be looked after over there, but if anything should happen, there will be more of us coming.
I want you to know I want nothing more to come with you. But the kids need me, and you need me with them. I understand that. I'll be here to protect them. Stephie and Scarlett, too. Nothing will happen to them on my watch.
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Date: 2009-07-27 10:53 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2009-07-27 10:58 am (UTC)shit, thomas. amaris.
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Date: 2009-07-27 11:20 am (UTC)I love you.
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Date: 2009-07-27 11:22 am (UTC)I love you too. You focus on your music, okay? If anything happens, you'll know. So no news is good news.
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Date: 2009-07-29 10:06 am (UTC)I'll do my best. The show must go on, as they say. I'll look forward to hearing that you're home safe, and everything has worked out for the best.
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Date: 2009-07-27 11:21 am (UTC)I love you, Thomas. Keep your eyes and ears open.
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Date: 2009-07-27 11:23 am (UTC)I love you. And I will.
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Date: 2009-07-29 10:06 am (UTC)Screened
Date: 2009-07-27 11:23 am (UTC)If anything happens, I'll be listening. I'll be calling. You can try to come to me again. We've done amazing shit before.
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Date: 2009-07-27 11:24 am (UTC)That was exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you.
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Date: 2009-07-29 10:07 am (UTC)Just one of the many services I'm happy to provide.