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[suave_thomas]

Joe and Adam were right. I am a woman! All these men becoming fathers and goddammit. I wanna be one. I don't get to be one, but I wish I did. I never did while I was alive, obviously. But I see how happy it makes Peter and how Pierre and David and Ethan are all...lit up and happy and chirpy about their kids. Dammit. Not...to them. I'm glad they feel that way! It makes me so endlessly happy. But then I feel this bittersweet pang in knowing I won't ever have that. I think I'd be a really good dad, as long as I had kids with someone who could maybe explain that climbing trees and then jumping off them to see if you can fly ISN'T such a good idea after all.

But the dead can't create life. So I suppose I will have to be Uncle Thomas. All in all, it's a damn good thing to be anyway.

Comments

[twilightrobe.livejournal.com]

thank you again, dude. i totally understand wishin' you could be more. kat means so much to me. in a different way to you, obviously. she's my best friend. i've never met anyone like her. we just get each other, you know? so there's no way me and the kids wouldn't be a part of each other's lives. they're all so precious to me, and i really wish i could share 'em with you. you deserve to be the huge part of their lives you want to be. they deserve to be able to have you. and i agree, alessa is fuckin' amazing, i just wish we could have it all. no harm in dreamin', right?

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I do know. Peter and I just get each other too. We always have (after I got over my initial aversion to him because he was a richboy) so I know what you mean. And no, there's no harm in dreaming. But I love Kat too much to want her to be unhappy just so she could be with me. I have Spectre and Mary and she has Alessa and things are right now.

[twilightrobe.livejournal.com]

you're a king among men, my friend. the way you see the world... ain't a selfish bit in it. you love love, and that's a great thing. i'm really happy for you and spectre and mary. you're all awesome.