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[suave_thomas]

I don't know what to do. I know Peter wants me here because he's terrified of what will happen when Aly has the baby, even though I'm sure everything will be just fine. And there's so much going on here too... And I wanted my Valentine's Day, dammit. Which is selfish, but I'm human even if I am dead.

But I know they could use me in Rome. Because if I went in there, they couldn't kill me. I know the layout. Gavin, Tamm, and Stephie can all die. I can't. It's like...there's no one left. Josie can't go and Razvan's protecting Liz's family...though it uhm...seems like that fear has been taken care of... But I'm sure that with all the crap happening, someone needs to stay here. Allanah's here. But Rosa's gone, and Rolf's gone, and I'm rambling because I don't want to go. I don't want to go to Rome. You all saw what they did to me there. It terrifies me, but it terrifies me more to think that it could be happening to Kay and Deirdre. Just no. But if I go, is that running out on the reason I'm here? Will I just disappear then!?

God, I don't know what to do!

Comments

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I don't want to send Mary there!! Send Robert!

Ahem.

I should be here for Peter. But I should be there. ARGH why can't there be two of me! Well there is two of me technically, but one is less than helpful. And probably a skeleton!! Why...I needed to say that, I don't know, ew.

And clearly, I am still clueless too...

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Well, yes... that's an option, too. Though he may well be as reluctant to enter the belly of the beast as anyone else...

If skeleton you actually did make himself useful, I'd probably be more than a little disturbed. Creepy hoodoo.

Have you asked Peter what he thinks?

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Better him than my Mary! See, I'm not afraid to be bitter, he touched my bits. Well he touched yours too, but he had permission then...

I just had the most disgusting visual and I choose not to share it with you...

No! Because I'm a weenie! At the moment, anyway. I don't want him to make that face because when he makes that face and I know he's being strong on the outside and inside his heart just shattered into a gazillion little tiny tinkling pieces, I feel like the worst person in the world...

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Yes, that whole Thomas-touching incident was more than a bit dodgy. But at least he was sorry, unlike some rapists I could mention...

Oooh, disgusting. But no, you're right, probably best not shared if you think it's disgusting, you boy.

No... I see what you mean. I hate that it would be like that for Peter. I hate that he's in that position, that any of us are. It just seems like it might be something to consider. He may be able to help you, just as you help him.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Mmm. Which is why I punched that man in the face. And then there was revenge, but whatever. I still got mine in...

You're the one being disgusting in my mental image, I'll have you know!!

He always does. You're right.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

You certainly did, at that.

Ooooh. Oh dear! Eew Thomas, that is disgusting!

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I did warn you and then you were all *taunts* and now I bet you wish you hadn't, hmm?!

Honey? Can you get my Mary for me? If she wants to be getted, that is... I'll come be with you so you're not alone.

I don't want this to have to be the way. But I can't leave Peter. I keep finding him crying in corners...

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Never! I enjoy you even when you're being completely and utterly disgusting.

Yes, Thomas. Absolutely. Of course I will. I know you didn't want it to be like this, but you're right. Peter needs you. It seems to be the best option we've been left with...

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

That's weird, Baby.

Robert would probably squeal and hide anyway and Mary would have to come rescue him...

Thank you.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

I'm a weird kind of guy.

You know... that's almost cute. Mainly the thought of little Mary rescuing ginormous Robert...

You're always welcome, my love.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I like weird!

Awww! Yeah, it rather is. My Mary's adorable. I'm going to freak out. I may be clingy. Honey, it won't bother you if I'm clingy, right?

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Good!

Thomas, it won't bother me at all. It never would. I'm going to be extremely worried about them all, too. Clinging to each other will definitely be in order.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I love you so much, My Spectre. I'll be there in a moment.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

I love you so much too, my Thomas.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I'm going to spend the night with her. That's okay, right? I mean you're okay, right?

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Yes, of course. I'll have Mara with me, and Abby and Stuart and Flynn will be here if we need anything. Be with Mary, Thomas. I know how much you both need it.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

You're amazing, Babe.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

I'm in good company, gorgeous.