To Those in the Know
Mar. 25th, 2008 08:08 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
suave_thomasI did something stupid.
Does anyone remember Cain? He was the man who was working with Amaris when she had me and later Christina and William. He was the one with the gun who made certain there was no escape. And the one time I tried, he shot out my kneecaps. I saw him again today. Lavannah was shot in the attack on her house, but it wasn't by a Templar because the Templar didn't have guns in that attack. We figured it was a civilian, so Paul and I worked together to track them down and all paths lead to Cain. Ryn shot him in the leg, and he was in hospital recovering. But when I saw him, I got angry. And what I should have done was contact Paul (who was outside...) and tell him to apprehend Cain but instead he said stupid things and he made me mad so I sort of...attacked him. He was in a hospital bed and I attacked him! Augh. I'm horrified at myself. And the nurses called the police, and I was carted off. Meanwhile, Paul wondered why I hadn't shown back up. When he went upstairs, Cain was gone. How I do not know. But he was. He made his way to the station and managed to get to them before they processed me so the fuzz didn't wonder why they had such an offensive corpse on their hands. Good thing I've never been fingerprinted before, hmm?
So now my name is Ash Bigglesby. Because Paul had to make up a name and he was pissed off... And uhm...I suck. The one good thing? Cain ran away, which means he can't press charges. So I won't be in any more trouble than I was this morning. Peter paid my 'disruptive idiot' fine because he's lovely.
I do not like people who shoot people!!
(Also...Spectre...I uhm...think some people took photos of me...I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry!)
Does anyone remember Cain? He was the man who was working with Amaris when she had me and later Christina and William. He was the one with the gun who made certain there was no escape. And the one time I tried, he shot out my kneecaps. I saw him again today. Lavannah was shot in the attack on her house, but it wasn't by a Templar because the Templar didn't have guns in that attack. We figured it was a civilian, so Paul and I worked together to track them down and all paths lead to Cain. Ryn shot him in the leg, and he was in hospital recovering. But when I saw him, I got angry. And what I should have done was contact Paul (who was outside...) and tell him to apprehend Cain but instead he said stupid things and he made me mad so I sort of...attacked him. He was in a hospital bed and I attacked him! Augh. I'm horrified at myself. And the nurses called the police, and I was carted off. Meanwhile, Paul wondered why I hadn't shown back up. When he went upstairs, Cain was gone. How I do not know. But he was. He made his way to the station and managed to get to them before they processed me so the fuzz didn't wonder why they had such an offensive corpse on their hands. Good thing I've never been fingerprinted before, hmm?
So now my name is Ash Bigglesby. Because Paul had to make up a name and he was pissed off... And uhm...I suck. The one good thing? Cain ran away, which means he can't press charges. So I won't be in any more trouble than I was this morning. Peter paid my 'disruptive idiot' fine because he's lovely.
I do not like people who shoot people!!
(Also...Spectre...I uhm...think some people took photos of me...I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry!)
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Date: 2008-03-25 09:21 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2008-03-25 09:22 am (UTC)That's enough now!
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Date: 2008-03-25 09:23 am (UTC)You know what! You'd better watch it, Bigglesby, or I'll kill you again!
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Date: 2008-03-25 09:40 am (UTC)Thomas, had I encountered a man who had allowed me to be tortured, and who tortured close friends of mine, not to mention allowed a baby to be in danger... I think I would have been in the strangling mindset, too. You saw how utterly distressed I was at what happened between Abby and Samson. Which was to say, not...
Not that I endorse the strangling mind you, but still. There aren't a lot of people out there who'd actually feel horrible for it afterwards. Especially seeing as he got away. I only hope it was with his tail between his cowardly legs.
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Date: 2008-03-25 09:43 am (UTC)Yes. I saw. But. Ugh.
I wanted to rip his fucking tail right fucking off. Ahem. Clearly I still have the anger thing. And my fingertips are all black and stupid.
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Date: 2008-03-25 10:11 am (UTC)Ugh indeed. I'm so sorry you ended up in that situation, Thomas. I know how much you hate to hurt anyone, even a scumbag like Cain. He's done far, far worse in his lifetime, though. At least he got a little bit of karma.
Anger is perfectly natural! I wonder, if you asked Mums really nicely, if she could suggest something for your fingertips...
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Date: 2008-03-25 10:19 am (UTC)I don't want to be karma's agent. He has done worse, but I should know better. I'm so male sometimes. You're not afraid of me, right?
I think she's in a bollocking mood right now, so I'll just leave them...
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Date: 2008-03-25 10:37 am (UTC)You raise a fair point there...
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Date: 2008-03-25 10:39 am (UTC)Though apparently I'm never moving away from Bigglesby. Damn you, Paul...
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Date: 2008-03-25 10:56 am (UTC)Paul certainly does know how to get his point across...
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Date: 2008-03-25 10:58 am (UTC)Yes, he's good for that.
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Date: 2008-03-25 09:43 am (UTC)You don't suck. You lost your head when you encountered an evil, evil man. It's perfectly understandable. Not a great situation, but understandable. I'm just glad things didn't go worse than they did. All you have on your conscience is a bit of a freak-out. I know this isn't the sort of thing you'd normally let happen. You wouldn't normally encounter a man in hospital who had done that sort of thing...
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Date: 2008-03-25 09:46 am (UTC)I hate hurting people. I'm a strong person. I'm big and I'm strong and I should not use that to attack people! I don't. Except...today apparently. Yuck. Yuck. And Peter won't stop calling me Mr Bigglesby.
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Date: 2008-03-25 10:13 am (UTC)Cain uses guns to attack people. Helpless women and children. Not to mention he pals around with one of the most despicable women - and I use the term loosely - on the planet. You did something a bit mad, there's no denying that, but I've been in the head of someone who was of that mindset a lot more often. I know what anger can do, just as I know you're not the sort of person to let it rule you under anything but the most adverse of circumstances.
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Date: 2008-03-25 10:21 am (UTC)I don't want to be the kind of person who does. You really think I'm not? I fucked up once...
Though I suppose, if anyone can ensure I don't fuck up again, it's Mums...
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Date: 2008-03-25 10:38 am (UTC)Mums, and me!
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Date: 2008-03-25 10:40 am (UTC)You are quite good at that, Mary.
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Date: 2008-03-25 10:57 am (UTC)Hehe, win!
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Date: 2008-03-25 09:45 am (UTC)I'm sorry the whole righteous vengeance thing went a bit down the toilet, what with the jail and such. I guess it's best left to the Italians, hmm?
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Date: 2008-03-25 09:46 am (UTC)Thomas, believe me, compared to what I would have liked to have done to the man for shooting Lavannah, you exercised restraint. Maybe not a lot of it, but I'm hardly one to talk. That would be me, as the pot, calling you, Mr. Kettle, a very dark shade of grey. I'm just glad Peter and Paul were there to take care of everything. Thank goodness for friends in high places!
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Date: 2008-03-25 09:50 am (UTC)The things he allowed to happen...he kept Christina, William and I in that room and just....arghfuck. And shooting Lavannah...and he didn't care. He did offer me jelly... Fucker. Stupid fucking fucker.
But yes. I am always thankful for Peter and Paul. Even if Paul is pissed off because I made him falsify documents. He said I was lucky he didn't make me Ashley Arsehead...
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Date: 2008-03-25 10:15 am (UTC)Jelly?! jgisjgiginhgign!!! After everything he's done... jelly?!
Ahem. Just be thankful there was never a Lord Arsehead, then. You wouldn't have wanted that to be plausible...
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Date: 2008-03-25 10:23 am (UTC)Yeah, I know. I wanted to choke him with it, but it wasn't there so I had...hands.
Yeah...good point.
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Date: 2008-03-25 10:41 am (UTC)See, he made me insane...
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Date: 2008-03-25 09:47 am (UTC)Certainly not something I plan to enact again. I clearly suck at it!
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Date: 2008-03-25 10:42 am (UTC)Thomas, anyone would have gotten angry. We've all done angry things. People you love and respect have done angry things. Peter, David, Abby, me. We're all human, we all have emotions, and sometimes they do just take over. But you didn't harm anyone you loved. You didn't even do any lasting harm to this man we all hate. Hell, apparently you inspired him to have the strength to get up and walk away from that hospital bed. While it may be seen that you went overboard, no one is going to think less of you for it. Except maybe yourself. And I know that's something you have to deal with on your own time. But please... forgive yourself eventually, okay? I love you.
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