To Those in the Know

[suave_thomas]

Apparently my father has pancreatic cancer. Mums just rang from the hospital. He called her. I don't understand why, but maybe it was just because he's alone and she's too wonderful to leave him there with no one. Either way...I can't go see him. And even if I could, I don't know if I would. Mums said we didn't have to. But that's why he wanted to see us. He admitted that he wanted to see Joe, Abby, Adam and Ellie because he was dying and dying has a way of making people realise their mistakes. Not that he admitted them.

He's dying and I'm alive again. And it's weird.

Comments

[empress-tasha.livejournal.com]

Hmm... yeah, I see what you mean. In a sense, the idea of Heaven and Hell does seem more just. But then it becomes a matter of whose justice, and blah religious philosophical debate. The point is, you're sure as hell not under any obligation to feel differently. Not at all.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I don't necessarily think he deserves hell. I think he deserves life. I think he deserves to live to be 140 and be alone the entire time because of the shit he pulled. That's what I think he deserves.

[empress-tasha.livejournal.com]

I really can't argue against that. It sounds very fitting to me.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Love you, Tasha.

[empress-tasha.livejournal.com]

I love you, darling Thomas.