To Those in the Know
Aug. 31st, 2008 01:08 pmBernard Littleton died this morning at about 10 AM. I had just been there, though believe me I think I pulled about 20 stitches and won't be walking across the city like this again... I went to forgive him. I was so tired of being angry. And even if it wasn't readily obvious, I really was. I don't want that shit all bottled up inside me anymore. So I forgave him. And then he made me give him his last rites which was weird, but it made him feel better. He asked me about Heaven. I told him he didn't have to be afraid. And he died just after. He's not in pain anymore, which...it's good to know.
To Those in the Know
Jul. 6th, 2008 07:37 pmApparently my father has pancreatic cancer. Mums just rang from the hospital. He called her. I don't understand why, but maybe it was just because he's alone and she's too wonderful to leave him there with no one. Either way...I can't go see him. And even if I could, I don't know if I would. Mums said we didn't have to. But that's why he wanted to see us. He admitted that he wanted to see Joe, Abby, Adam and Ellie because he was dying and dying has a way of making people realise their mistakes. Not that he admitted them.
He's dying and I'm alive again. And it's weird.
He's dying and I'm alive again. And it's weird.