Filtered to Spectre and then Abby

[suave_thomas]

Uhm...so Robert tried to have sex with me.

Oh. Hi, Honey, I'm home!

Anyway, yes. He asked to speak with me and he said he still had a little time before he left and I said we could spent it together, thinking he wanted to talk and not be alone. Well, I suppose he certainly didn't want to be alone... And I suppose he took 'we can spend time together' as 'please, undo my trousers' because he did. And I was so shocked I kind of stood there. And then I smacked his hands away, but that didn't work. I had to shove him across the room before the message got through. It took awhile because he's half cavetroll or something. And then I said 'together' didn't mean 'horizontal mambo together' and he was suitably mortified. We had sex before but that was when it was all new for me and the idea of sex was a novel thing, you know? And it was the same for Robert. We were flinging. We both knew that. And it's been flung. But apparently he thought I'd still just sleep with anyone because I sleep with you and I sleep with Mary, but it's different with you and am I just the world's biggest slut?

How are you?

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[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Jesus! That... that... cad! Dammit! I can't believe he'd try something like that. My god... I'm so disappointed in him. How could he possibly "misunderstand" to that extent? What on earth was he thinking?! Ugh!

I'm sorry... it's a bit of a thing, clearly. You are not a slut, Thomas. Absolutely not. You're a loving and loyal man, and anyone would be lucky to be with you. I'm lucky, and so is Mary. You have so much love to give that I don't begrudge what you have with Mary in the slightest. But that doesn't mean anyone else has a right to push anything on you! That makes me so angry!

I'm glad you're back, though. Do you need to come over? I can make you something, anything.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I think mostly he was thinking 'sex'. Using that manpart instead of his brainpart. He seems a bit iffy with his brainpart... He was really embarrassed though. And after I told him he was stupid, I stayed with him until he faded away, just talking. He's just...lonely and confused. It's not an excuse. He shouldn't have touched me. He certainly won't again.

You don't have to be sorry, Gorgeous. You're my Spectre. You have every right to be angry. I'm yours (and Mary's) and no one else's. For as long as you want me to be yours. He just made me feel like...I don't know. Like other people will think I'm just a greedy bastard or something. That one person isn't enough. But it's not like that. I'm in love with two people and that's the way it is. I feel for Deirdre, Renee and Kait. They must get it a lot. And their relationship is so fucking beautiful. Argh.

I'm glad I'm back too! I'll come over once Peter's asleep, okay? He's sort of drifty now. And you don't have to make me anything. I'm alright. Kind of shocked and confused, but alright. I just need you. And my Abby too. Maybe I should open this post to her... Would that be weird?

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

I'd be okay with it. There's nothing at all I can't say to Abby.

Stupid manparts. Not that yours is stupid, but lots of them are. Lots too many. Blah. I'm glad you and Robert got it sorted and that it wasn't too traumatising for anyone. I'd hate for you to have to feel anything like what I did. Do. Did. See?

I understand what you mean about the greedy thing, but no one who knows you would think that. You're one of the most selfless people I've ever met, as are our beautiful girls. Deirdre especially, she means so much to me, I don't have to tell you that. Anyone who can't see love when they look at them or us is just blind, and I pity them.

I would love to see you once Peter is asleep. I'll be here for you always. I always want you.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I love that.

Yes, lots of them are. Because some people can't use their manparts and their brainparts at the same time. Oh, Baby. Yes, I see. I'll give you extra cuddles. Not that there's ever a shortage of those!

Deirdre is an incredible young woman. They all are, but the way Deirdre was there for you...I just want to give her like...lots of presents and things! She's gorgeous. You're right though, anyone who can't see that love is blind. It's very sad.

I always want you too, Spectre. And you always have me. Even if you might have to come to the OOoooOOOooooOOOooooEeeaaaaaaAAA place sometimes to see me, you still always have me. I like knowing that if you need me, you can see me no matter what. It's a good feeling.


Also, I found this in a magazine that Aly was reading a few hours ago, talking about your upcoming album. Technically, she found it and I grabbed it out of her hands because...goddamn, you're sexy.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

I love it too.

I suppose it's that whole, "men can't multi-task" thing. I never put much stock in it before, but now there seems to be evidence to support it...

Extra cuddles will be wonderful. One can never have too many of those. I love that we can always be there for each other too, no matter what. That knowledge is a huge comfort to me.

Deirdre deserves presents and all the wonderful things in the world. I'll always be ready to bring whatever happiness I possibly can to her life.

Hey, you found the Metal Hammer interview! Goodness gracious, look at my fingers...

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I multi-task!!

I'm glad to bring you comfort, Spectre. I know if I didn't have you to turn too, I would have been far more traumatised by this. But you give me strength.

She really does. And I think you bring her a lot of happiness. She loves you so much. It's gorgeous to see you two together.

I did! And I am! There are no fingers like Spectre fingers. I'm going to sleep with it under my pillow! Lydia's all mad because I stole her magazine but I told her that technically I am 'borrowing' it and I'll get her another one! She gave me a dubious look. She knows exactly why I want it. Can't get anything past Lydia.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

You can multi-task because you're awesome. You always bring me comfort, and I'm very happy to return that. My strength is yours, always.

I love to have the Deirdre-love! So it all works out very well.

My, my! I am glad my fingers please you, even in pictoral form. You're adorable, sweetheart, as is Lydia.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Your fingers are very very good at pleasing me. And the masses, you musical genius, you. (Yes, those were too very separate thoughts, see, multi-tasky!)

I might be jumpy if there's pleasing later. Just a little. I don't know. Sometimes I think I'm okay and then I'm less than okay.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Oooh, very impressive! I do love to be pleasing!

I completely understand if you're jumpy. We'll do whatever you want, Thomas. I'll do anything you need me to in order to make you as okay as you can possibly be.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I should be okay though because you're my you.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

I do love to hear that.

[abigail-lilith.livejournal.com]

I'm glad you feel that way, Spectre! I feel the same way.

Also? I'm around if you want Pre-Thomas cuddles.

[in-spectre-mors.livejournal.com]

Wonderful! Pre-Thomas cuddles would be fabulous Abby, thank you.

[abigail-lilith.livejournal.com]

You're welcome. I'll be right there.

[abigail-lilith.livejournal.com]

Thomas, I'm so sorry. I most certainly don't think you're a slut either! I've seen you with Mary and with Spectre and it's so obvious that what you have is coming from love and not just lust. You are completely and utterly gorgeous with both of them. And you make them happy and they make you happy and that is what is important. And if Robert ever touches you again, I'll do that Evil Sister of the Wronged Party thing. I'll have him crying like a baby in 45 seconds flat, believe me. I don't care if he IS a giant.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Thank you, Sunshine. Your opinion is worth a lot to me. Because I love you so much. I'm glad you see the same things I do. And I have NO doubt you could have Robert crying. I bet it would be in 30 seconds, I've seen you do that sister thing! It's terrifying!

[abigail-lilith.livejournal.com]

I love you so much too, Big Brother. And little Kevin Reilly shouldn't have pulled Ellie's hair! He deserved what he got, dammit!

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

Hey, I'm not arguing with you! If you hadn't made him cry, Joe, Adam and I would have given him an Atomic Wedgie.

[abigail-lilith.livejournal.com]

....oh, Thomas.

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

What?!

[abigail-lilith.livejournal.com]

Only you could say (or type) the words 'Atomic Wedgie' and still manage to pull them off with style...

[suave-thomas.livejournal.com]

I'm really talented!