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suave_thomasI've been spamming this thing lately. I guess spending so much of my last visit unable to say anything means I have a lot to say now...and being all...insane means I have a lot I need to say. I can't leave things up in the air, that's not me. And Spectre and Alessa can see this too because I refuse to hide things from them.
Kat, I wanted to talk to you and I didn't know whether or not I should do it in person. I just want you to know I am not upset with you. I don't want to avoid you, and I don't blame you or hate you or any other of those completely worthless emotions when it comes to situations like this. I think you're a wonderful person, Kat. I would be very sad indeed if you weren't in my life, or whatever this is I have, anymore. I just want us to be okay again. And I know it's probably going to be different, and that's okay. You taught and gave me so much, Kat. I love you. And I do need you. And I can admit that. And I want to be here for you too, Darlin'.
How are you?
Kat, I wanted to talk to you and I didn't know whether or not I should do it in person. I just want you to know I am not upset with you. I don't want to avoid you, and I don't blame you or hate you or any other of those completely worthless emotions when it comes to situations like this. I think you're a wonderful person, Kat. I would be very sad indeed if you weren't in my life, or whatever this is I have, anymore. I just want us to be okay again. And I know it's probably going to be different, and that's okay. You taught and gave me so much, Kat. I love you. And I do need you. And I can admit that. And I want to be here for you too, Darlin'.
How are you?
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Date: 2008-01-20 02:22 am (UTC)Oh how it eases it...I am the luckiest man on the planet.
I was holding back, but I didn't think screaming, "GET YOUR FUCKING ARSES IN GEAR OR I'LL THROW YOU TO GLASGOW" was the correct way to treat the people who were going to help me save my Spectre.
There you go. And yes, there was definitely some squee! Okay, 'some' is a lie...
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Date: 2008-01-20 02:23 am (UTC)And I'm the luckiest woman! What a pair!
Yes...that probably wouldn't have been the correct motivation, but I think everyone would have understood...
Socute.
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Date: 2008-01-20 02:24 am (UTC)Indeed!
Well I would have bought them all lollipops later...
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Date: 2008-01-20 02:25 am (UTC)AHhaha lollipops as amends for screaming. I like.
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Date: 2008-01-20 02:26 am (UTC)Well...lollipops and hugs.
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Date: 2008-01-20 02:27 am (UTC)That makes all the difference :)
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